Where are you? Alone I weep…in quiet solitude.
Replaying segments of my life, a torture chamber of loss.
The wind of your spirit swirls around me like a cyclone
unable to break through the barrier, the barrier that I created to stay safe and secure.
I want you, I need you, i’ve got to have you!
Yet something inside rages like a blazing inferno, screaming!
I can do this alone!
I am strong, and weakness is not acceptable…please go.
Oh how I desire you, don’t leave.
Confusion…My soul ripped in two.
The rain comes, first a trickle, then a steady down pour…at last a deluge.
The waters begin to wash away the invisible film around me, that keeps me bound…the perceived protection.
The water pools at my feet,then saturates every inch of my body
it’s coolness awakens me.
AWAKE! AWAKE! Daughter of zion! Rise up!
Slowly I awaken. Through a cloud of deep unconsciousness I begin to see.
I stretch my arms, reaching them high to the heavens.
His radiant light beams down upon my face, I am alive once again.
You have awoken love in me!
A most unlikely symbiosis.
A love complete.
I will trust
You are here
You never left